MI　VIDA　CON　PASION

SISSY!
i guess im a fierce, hot-tempered girl. and i know that i have to be more considerate and more generous. but let me just say THOSE GUYS SUCK!!
why do guys always disapoint me?? those guys should go to foregn countries and train their too naive hearts. please stop being more feminine than girls!! most of the guys are asses in some ways except the "one."
i miss him... ugh.......................

i feel like i want to escape from this urban chaos and go to lie down on the tropical beach today...

posted by ayita @ 6:18 PM 1 comments

musica favorita
my favorite artist Juanes came to Japan last week!!
Juanes is a very famous artist from Colombia. he is so popular among Latin America. when i was in Costa Rica, i heard his song almost every day from the radio in the school van. so his song reminds me of my memory of Costa Rica......

his music is full of passion and love for ppl and his country. i love it! the melody is a mixture of rock, pops, and traditional latino, and its really cool. he is so hot, but unfortunately, he has a beautiful wife and a daughter lol this gives him good inspiration though. so its ok!

he is going to perform soon in Japan, so hopefully, i will get a ticket to go see him. but im not sure cuz its drawing.
ayyy please God, i want to go to the concert!!
todos los dias A Dios le pido.......

posted by ayita @ 3:06 PM 1 comments

Incapable .....?
my friend from Costa Rica found me this song by Eagles(yes its you Sandi!!). she says that this is the song for me.

Now it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table,
but you only want the ones that you can't get.
Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger,
your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
And freedom, oh, freedom, well, that's just some people talkin',
your prison is walkin' through this world all alone.
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you,
you better let somebody love you
before it's too late.

when i read this lyric, i got very shocked that she feels me like this, and i started to think it is kinda true...
its true that i havent gone out with boys very easily, even though there were full of chances.
but i just wanted to be friends with the boys who wanted to be my boyfriends. most of the guys were interested in only my image. and it is not the real me. real me is more proper, more serious with my life, and at the same time more childish, than they imagined.

and eventhough my friends say i should be with somebody around me, im proud of myself that im searching for my better half seriously. i am searching for real happiness, not a farce.

yes its true, it causes me pain sometimes. but its hard only for my outside. my soul is satisfied with what i have right now. so its fine.

posted by ayita @ 5:43 PM 0 comments